I haven't written a whole lot lately because I haven't felt much like being cheery. Sometimes life is just hard and you can't fake your way through, trying to write happy blog posts. The last few weeks have kind of felt that way, so I haven't written.
When we got home from our trip, we opened our windows to air out the house, then it got hot, so we turned on our air conditioning to cool it off. Only it didn't cool off. It just kept running and running without really changing temperature. We knew we needed to have it looked at, but we weren't anticipating the news that it was past the point of no return and we needed to replace the entire system....AC, furnace, heat pump....the works.
Before we left on our trip our antilock brake light on my van came on. The squeal we'd been experiencing for awhile was getting worse, and my husband thought they were related. We ended up not taking the van on our trip. We knew we needed to take that in to get fixed, but I needed the car for a couple of days first, after we got back, so we were going to wait until then, and then take it in. Also that day we got home from our trip I drove it to the grocery to restock the cupboards. I turned on the AC in the van, and it wouldn't cool off. One more repair needed.....
Then my husband was driving home from work a couple of days later and his transmission went out. He was able to drive it straight to the shop safely, and it's been there ever since, receiving a very expensive fix. He's been driving my van for two weeks and I've been without a car. Stuck at home in a house with no AC for a week, before we finally got that replaced last weekend, so at least we can be stuck at home in a cool house.
Thankfully, on Monday, my dad was able to come rescue the girls and me, so I had a car to take Rachel to dacne class, and then he drove us up to their house for a few days so I wouldn't be trapped for another week at home with no car. We came back yesterday.
Next week is VBS for the girls and we still have no truck, and after that my van still has to go in, so I have no way of getting them to VBS each morning. Thank goodness my parents are going to save the day again and let me use their car until we get ours back so I can take them.
In addition to all of this, the girls had well visits at the doctor last week, and as a result, Rebecca needs a physical therapy evaluation for her ongoing intoeing issue and Rachel had to go off dairy to see if she is lactose intolerant, as a result she's losing weight, which her tiny little body can't afford (she's already in the 5th %ile for weight), and I'm really concerned about her. The girl doesn't eat anything. She may need further testing if her digestion issues continue. Today I finally let her have milk again, after a week and a half of no dairy at all, so we'll see how her digestive system handles it. And to top it all off, she has started sleepwalking almost every night, and Rebecca is having lots of accidents after almost none for months. Ugh.
And in addition to my own trials, a good friend of mine is going through even harder trials...really hard stuff...and I've been doing a lot of listening and being with her (which help make mine seem like nothing....I even feel guilty writing this and being at all annoyed with my own stuff because its really nothing compared with what's going on in her world).
But that's what's going on and why I haven't written. Hopefully I'll feel more cheerful soon. Thankfully things could be lots worse and none of it is life or death. It's just all a lot to take at once.